so wen is it gonna be?
Friday, May 29, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
as those water droplets fell to the ground
curled up in the corner of my room
i reminisce on the tings i've done
u captured a big part of the story i've yet to tell the world
all the amazing tings dat have happened
not forgetting those painful moments too
denial can be such a sweet misery
as i pretend dat tings were fine wen noting realli is
i held on to dis imaginary world u've created
or shud i say dis lie?
u realli got away by using ur charm on me
tell me how u'd done dat?
making me believing all the lies u've said
keeping me in the dark n doing tings behind me
without me even being suspicious at all
very brilliant indeed
wen i finally realised someting was amiss
u've gone too far and left me hanging
leaving me to discover everiting by myself
and everitime i did it jus kept pulling me down
not knowing how to react animore seeing wat u've been up to
even wen ur here now it feels like ur miles away from me
i cant find the words to say or aniting to do to make tings ryte
why wont u quit playing dis game?
cos i guess we're better off going our separate ways
curled up in the corner of my room
i reminisce on the tings i've done
u captured a big part of the story i've yet to tell the world
all the amazing tings dat have happened
not forgetting those painful moments too
denial can be such a sweet misery
as i pretend dat tings were fine wen noting realli is
i held on to dis imaginary world u've created
or shud i say dis lie?
u realli got away by using ur charm on me
tell me how u'd done dat?
making me believing all the lies u've said
keeping me in the dark n doing tings behind me
without me even being suspicious at all
very brilliant indeed
wen i finally realised someting was amiss
u've gone too far and left me hanging
leaving me to discover everiting by myself
and everitime i did it jus kept pulling me down
not knowing how to react animore seeing wat u've been up to
even wen ur here now it feels like ur miles away from me
i cant find the words to say or aniting to do to make tings ryte
why wont u quit playing dis game?
cos i guess we're better off going our separate ways
Saturday, May 23, 2009
1.You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2.You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
2.You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5.Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
OMG...im speechless.hahah!
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
OMG...im speechless.hahah!
Friday, May 22, 2009
i love going to skool.haha!!!skool is like very fun lor nowadays.everiday also laugh.thanks to my 2 best buddies.SHIMA & AYU.both of u never fail to make my day everiday!i love the both of u ok...hmmm...monday got ACCOUNTING CA.im like so scared lor.i wanna score gd grades for dis paper.i'm aiming for A but i noe i'll get at least B.better den C ryte...i've gotten B for my costing...i'm rather happy wif my results but im capable of better results.my B'DAE IS COMING!!!hahah...on one side im excited and on the other side im not...we'll jus see wat happens...im contented wif wat i have ryte now.im so lucky dat there's so many people who care about me.i realli thank those people.i love u all too ok.
all dat has been happening makes me afraid of r'ship.i realised its kind of chasing after me and i keep running away from it.haha.im realli scared of it now and im not joking.u'll see my expression change once u mention about feelings.dun talk about love and all lah!i dun want r'ship.i jus wanna make more frens...lots and lots of them.dun come n complicate my life can???
my leg's injured.my knee to be exact.the muscle at the knee locked den i fell down during S&W.so pain like fuck.i was crying the whole day in my room becos the pain was soooo unbearable.and its difficult to sleep.yes i can walk.but it's gonna be painful.its jus getting worst.jus pray dat noting tear or any of dat sort ok...
all dat has been happening makes me afraid of r'ship.i realised its kind of chasing after me and i keep running away from it.haha.im realli scared of it now and im not joking.u'll see my expression change once u mention about feelings.dun talk about love and all lah!i dun want r'ship.i jus wanna make more frens...lots and lots of them.dun come n complicate my life can???
my leg's injured.my knee to be exact.the muscle at the knee locked den i fell down during S&W.so pain like fuck.i was crying the whole day in my room becos the pain was soooo unbearable.and its difficult to sleep.yes i can walk.but it's gonna be painful.its jus getting worst.jus pray dat noting tear or any of dat sort ok...
Sunday, May 17, 2009
yes i miss u.i missed waking up next to u...i miss ur laughter.
i miss everi single ting about u...
there's so many tings on my wishlist...hahah...
but there's only 1 thing dat i noe i wont get...well lets not talk about dat.
i jus need to stop hoping animore...hoping is for helpless people...
im not helpless...im a strong girl....yes i am.mum said so...
its funny how she can noe so much even without me telling her.
skool's doing good.i dun seems to have any problems so far...
which is a good sign for me...i jus need to keep encouraging myself to go to skool.
haha...ok dis post is soooooooooo pathetic i noe.
Monday, May 11, 2009
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