i miss my dad sooooo much...thoughts of him jus tears me apart...

i realli wished he's still here...i wanna feel his warmth hugging me...the comfort dat i've never felt...i felt jealous at times seeing people being hugged or kissed by their dad...lucky arent they?...

i wished my dad hugged me...but i realise dat not even all the money in dis world could bring him back...and it jus saddens me even more...i realli missed him sooooo much...i jus wished i could see him smiling again...i realli want to...

i now realise dat i've been dat i've been taken for granted...

ur making me as a rebound...waiting for u to be readi...well u noe wat...

im tired of waiting...i realli jus wanna move on wif my life...

u've wasted so much of my time...leaving me hanging...and me being the stupid one

keeps on waiting and waiting...its becos i treasured all the tings dats we've done...

but i guess u dun feel the same way as i did...

well everione knows dat people make mistakes.
but no one would wanna make mistakes purposely ryte...
wat if...u noe dat wat ur doing is wrong...but u still carry on doing it...
well i see it as pure stupidity...realli2 stupid...
but some people jus cant help it...it do happen...

i've some unsettled matter dat needs to be settled...

but i tink its jus a waste of time settling it...and i dun tink it will ever be settled...

it have wasted a lot a lot of my time...and i dun tink i can afford more time to be wasted...

im feeling realli2 down...like very down...i jus dunno wat i shud do ryte now...

IM CLUELESS!!!!

its a pity dat u wasted the opportunity dat time...i shud've known better.

well i tot ur realli gonna talk...but i was mistaken...u'll never change do u...though i must admit dat im kinda happy to see u...i realli did have a great time...thanks for everiting...

u noe how wen u have a secret...a very big ting dat u've been keeping to urself...and its bout u...and u have to lie bout it and u end up feeling guilty...and the guilt is trying to kill u very slowly...dat kinda feeling...well if u've never been thru it...my advise is u shud tell it to the person whom ought to noe bout it...dun be scared of wat dat person will tink bout u after dat...wats important is for u to tell the truth...cos once u let it out...u'll feel sooooo relieved...like as if a very big burden has been lifted up from ur shoulder...it feels soooo good...and yes u shud cry(for girls)cos it makes u feel much better...
trust me!to hell to wat ppl wanna tink bout u...jus dun pretend dat everiting is fine...cos tings will jus worsen...somehow it goes dat way...stupid i noe...but its true...

dear to whomever it may concerns,
im starting to get sick by u and ur stupid werds...from the 1st day i noe till now all u do was waste my time waiting for u...u and ur empty promises can eat shit and go to hell...i dun need people like u in my life.though u somehow played a big part in my life,i realli hate u...stop being a sweet talker u bastard!i hate u and i realli regret noeing someone like u.if possible,i dun wish to see u ever again thru out my whole life.u've only bring hurt and misery into my life.mayb only a moment of hapiness...a fake one dat is.so pls...fuck off from my life and stop making me miserable.and pls...before u ever talk about commitments to other people,make sure u go and look up for the word at dictionary.com and understand the meaning...
yours truly,
aleeya.