had napfa on monday...i swear i almost fainted during the 2.4.the 5 items were quite ok i guess...but i have a feeling dat im gonna flung my 2.4...aniwae at least its over.dun have to worry bout it animore.down wif fever on tuesday...got 2 days mc from the doctor...rest at home the whole of tuesday...met yaya on wednesday...like finally...hahaha...realli missed her a lot.got to spend onli a few hours wif her cos she gotta rush to werk at 6 and i gotta meet nik.

and so i was late to meet him and he was like very angry at me.he kept repeating the same ting even after i apologise lah...cranky ryte dat guy...aiyo!dat was like the first time he's mad at me.its like sooo burok....hahahaha...but den again i realli had a great time wif him even though we met onli for a while...he realli made me luff a lot wif his stupid jokes lah...we cabbed home at about 2200 hours...thanks for everiting ok!u realli made my week:)

back to skool on thursday.had my role play.finally its over...went to tamp wif my mates after skool den head home at around 4+.start off dis morning wif a bad headache.dunno why although i slept very early yesterdae nite.was perspiring a lot today....and it realli sucks lah...aiyo wen lah wanna recover eh...

well u wanna noe the truth,i'll tell u the truth.the truth is dat up till now it still hurts evritime i listen to ur voice on the phone or even see u.wanna noe why?reason is becos i still love u.Yes!i still love u after all dat u've done to hurt me.and u noe wat hurts even more???it hurts even more seeing u throwing ur life down the drain and the fact dat i cant do aniting bout it.do u even noe how it feels to be helpless???No u dont!cos u've never cared!all u've cared about is onli about urself.u dun care bout the ppl around u who cared for u cos ur SELFISH!im not dissapointed wif u.im dissapointed wif myself cos i failed to change u to a better person.do u have any idea how it feels???

Im not supposed to love u

im not supposed to care

im not supposed to live my life wishing u were there.

im not supposed to wonder where u are or wat u do.

im sorry but i cant help myself cos im in love wif u.

hahah...ok dis are the pics from sheena's b'dae party...well if u noticed in the pics i look rather drunk wen actualli im not...hahaha...well its fun lah i shud say...i wud like to wish sheena a happy belated b'dae once again...i love u girl!!!

well 2nd wk of skool is much better compared to the previous one...noting much happen...finalli gotten all my CA results...i gt A for both accounting and business n a C in OFA...dissapointing...but i guess its not dat bad huh...next CA is at the end of the month,followed by NAPFA n exams in september...pressure dok!hahahah...well besides dat noting much happened...

there's 2 ppl dats very dear to me celebrated their b'dae dis wk...first one is didi which was on 16/7 n the other one is sheena baybee which was on 17/7...well i onli manage to wished didi as i rejected his offer to go out wif him...but did celebrate wif sheena yesterday as mel threw a party for her somewhere in boat quay...was very nice of him...the party was attended by closed frens of both mel n sheena...from sheena's side there's me syahirah n a fren of syahirah...but both of them onli stayed for a while...most of it were from mel's side...so yeahh...i drank but i guess i consumed a little too much...heheheh...but i wasnt drunk...i cant.i had to take care of certain tings...im onli a bit high...so we left the party at around 11 and head down to ecp for her uncle's chalet.stayed for a while and went home at around 1 am.

nik msg me telling me dat he's stressed up wif his new job...hahaha...poor him...he also said dat he realli need to destress himself...planned to meet up but i cant make it...mayb next time...well guess dats all i have for now...will update some other time...

hmmm...lets talk bout my first week of skool aite...

the first day realli sucks...i didnt have enuff sleep and i totalli forgot to bring my lanyard...damn...to make tings worst the moment me n shima reached skool we were caught by dat stupid boncet!!!he confiscated my ez link and we have to collect during lunch time...urrggghhh!!!he realli ruin my day lah...no bfd so we head down to geylang to eat wif the rest of my mates...and cabot afd which means me n shima went home straight...noting much thru out the weekdays onli dat my CA is like at the end of the month,role play,NAPFA TEST....omg...i feel so pressurised...hahahah...and yeah...i seriously havent been sleeping well...slept bout 2 hours evriday and i feel like im a zombie...realli need to start sleeping well...

but on the brighter note...i've made some new frens...hahaha...realli fun ppl to be wif...though im like the youngest of all...let me introduce them here...there's eddy bear,dyna,boi,hajar,sri,akey n there's more lah...but these are the ones im close wif...haahhahah...new frens are loved!!!k stop it...hahahah...well dats bout it...

havent been blogging for quite sometime i noe...simply cos there's realli noting i find interesting to blog bout...its always the same old shitt happening...so wats the point repeating ryte...hmmm...holidays are boring...but at least i get to somehow enjoy dis last wk of holidays doing someting...

went east coast yaya few days back.we overnite there...hahaha...we were darn bored lah...aiyo...noting much happen there...kind of boring too but we kept each other occupied by talking bout each other's life...someting like catching up lah kate kan...head home at around 0515 and i decided to take a cab...i realli cant bring myself to wait for the first bus animore...

met nik yesterday...spend the nite wif him...been quite sometime since we met...well noting much have change...he's still the same...had to admit dat i was actualli over the moon wen he asked wether i wanna meet...yeahh...his ORD is next thurs and the best ting is he got himself a job alreadi wif singtel as an engineer...cool or wat???hahahah...another great ting is his gonna werk somewhere around bdok...which is very near...hopefully can get to meet him often...frankly speaking i wasnt hoping a lot from watever dat happen.i'll jus let it go wif the flow and see where it will take us...

i wish to smile again.