had to werk during christmas.it was ok lah...noting much happen...had to werk the next day also.knock off from werk around 10.head home to change den off to arab street for sheesha.which was the plan initialli...but the place was soooooo packed dat we end up drinking teh tarik...hahahah...it was fun though...lots of laughter and jokes being passed around...we decide to make a move from there cos its like almost 2am and the shop is gonna close soon...so we sat at kallang river...chatted till its 6+ den i decided to head home first cos its adli's b'dae party on dat saturday.was damn exhausted and mum is not letting me rest.the best ting is i spent 5 hours in the kitchen to make roti kirai.lots of familiar faces seen coming but i jus couldnt be bothered to even say hi to them.i was realli worn off.the party ended at around 10 i tink.cant remember.i havent even bought adli's present lah.omg...

den sunday was spent rotting at home.and im sick...had blocked nose and cough which is very irritating lor.wanted to get out from home for a while but no one was free.so i had no choice but to be stucked at home...

today was spent wif dear mummy...accompanied her to the doctor to make some surgery appointment.went to sportlink...bought a PINK nike slipper...hahahah.my mum nearly got a heart attack wen she saw the price...LOL.but at least she said its nice.*toodles*...from bedok we went to bugis.i bought 2 skirts and 2 dresses...heehee:)im one happy girl ya noe!so basically today is shopping day...if ur wondering why im spending soooo much its bcos firstly i've gotten my pay...and second ting is i GET BONUS LAH SEH!!!muahahahahah...though its not dat much...but i guess its enuff to fulfill some of my desires...heehee:)so ya...basically dats about it ah.will update more soon okies lovely people.i promise:)

movie date wif miza darls is changed to dinner date...cos miza finished late...the plan was to catch bedtime stories initialli...but its ok...dinner date is still fun wif her around...next time k dear...i realli enjoyed my time wif u...thanks for the company dear gf!!!before dinner wif miza was out wif sheena darls to tekka for threading...after threading we had late dinner at bugis macD.OMG!!!it was so packed!!!reason being its christmas eve.btw...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERIONE...kk lame...so yeahh...jus hang around bugis while waiting for miza...

i've to admit dat all those hurt u've caused doesnt seemed to change my feelings for u.no matter how much u've hurt me,but still u treated me nicely wen im wif u.never once u shouted or be harsh to me...if i want i could've confronted u for everiting...im i prefer to keep it to myself...i noe wats going on...i chose to close both eyes...cos i've given so much for dis...and i wouldnt want it to go to waste and jus end like dat...if not now...mayb u'll realise one day...hopefulli...i've made up my mind...i'll wait till u come back.no matter how long...meanwhile i'll jus focus on my studies while ur away...

ok so 171208 was spent wif dear gfs...had dinner at pizzahut wif ina and shima...

it was ina's treat!!!thanks so much darling:)my stomach nearly burst!

been so long since we spent time 2gether...how i wish we could stay longer...

oh btw...dinner was HILARIOUS!jokes after jokes and luffter after luffter...

lots of pics taken...thanks to shima for bringing the camera along...miss u bachin!!!

there ought to be another outing for us ok!i promise...

well...been busy wif werk ever since holidays started...been trying to make myself busy...and so nik's gonna be in Dubai till september next yr...which soooooooo fucking long lor...hopefully within dat period of time im able to move on and get back on track...HOPEFULLY!was supposed to meet him on tuesday but since he couldnt make up his mind on where to go i decided not to meet him...i have to take my stand ryte now.i cant always give in to him...so yeahh...the day before tuesday on the other hand was spent at werk den off to meet hairi...hang out wif him till the next day...it was ok...wif us non-stop being sarcastic wif each other...hahaha...but i realli enjoyed his company overall...

guess dats gonna be all for now...i PROMISE to update soon!!!

i did try very hard to forget u.i'd even tried hating u for all the hurt u've caused.

i've done all dat i could to get rid of ur memories.but i failed to succeed.

the more i try to hate u,i missed u even more.and the more i try to forget u memories of the time we had evacuates my mind.why do i love u so much?and why does loving u have to hurt?

i see u moving on so well.u have ur career.ur even going to dubai to werk.u dont sound reluctant to go wen i asked how long ur gonna stay there.in fact u sound very eager n excited.

actualli,i wanna tell u how much i realli missed u.but seeing dat ur moving on realli well,i stopped myself.i dun wan to be the one who stopped u from achieving wat u've been waiting for all dis while...i noe dat dis is one of the opportunities in life dat wont come easily.i want u to succeed.i realli do.seeing u happy makes me happy too.i'll wait for u to come back.if we're fated to be wif each other den god will some how get us back together.if not dat it means dat we're not meant to be.i wished u all the best in watever u do.my blessings will always be wif u even though we're far apart.