been having very2 weird dreams bout nik lately...i dunno why.im starting to get worried.few days back i dreamt of him coming to my house to meet parents...the weird ting is he's wearing t shirt wif flowered shorts!!!those hawaiian shorts u noe...OMG!!!i was like wth!!!dat is the first time i see him so selekeh(lousily dressed).he's always neatly dressed.unlike me.oh nvm about me...hahahah....i guess i must be missing him so much to be dreaming bout him aften.yes...i do miss him so much...VERY VERY MUCH.shud i give him a call jus to check how he's doing???ever since our last meeting in november,i wud reminisce bout all the time we spent together everitime i missed him...he is very special indeed.need i say more...i've never loved anione so much like dis before.yes u can say im living in denial.say watever u want.try standing in my shoes and u'll noe wat im going thru ryte now...oh god!!!the best ting i can do is jus to pray for his safety...

if only silence is a sign of love den i wud have known dat ur so much in love wif me.sadly it isnt...