i did try very hard to forget u.i'd even tried hating u for all the hurt u've caused.

i've done all dat i could to get rid of ur memories.but i failed to succeed.

the more i try to hate u,i missed u even more.and the more i try to forget u memories of the time we had evacuates my mind.why do i love u so much?and why does loving u have to hurt?

i see u moving on so well.u have ur career.ur even going to dubai to werk.u dont sound reluctant to go wen i asked how long ur gonna stay there.in fact u sound very eager n excited.

actualli,i wanna tell u how much i realli missed u.but seeing dat ur moving on realli well,i stopped myself.i dun wan to be the one who stopped u from achieving wat u've been waiting for all dis while...i noe dat dis is one of the opportunities in life dat wont come easily.i want u to succeed.i realli do.seeing u happy makes me happy too.i'll wait for u to come back.if we're fated to be wif each other den god will some how get us back together.if not dat it means dat we're not meant to be.i wished u all the best in watever u do.my blessings will always be wif u even though we're far apart.