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2morrow is alreadi 1st of syawal.see how time flies...aniwae i wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AILDILFITRI.MINAL AIDIN WAL FAIZIN.

i must admit dis ramadhan will be one dat i'll never forget.its been tough on me.mum was admitted to the hospital last wk.i was realli scared.i cant imagine aniting happening to her.den im busy werking full shift.im extremely exhausted and my legs are aching.kinda painful to walk.i totally got no time for myself.maybe dats the reason why i jus breakdown into tears wen i met kak sara.i couldnt hold back animore.im jus truly exhausted physically n emotionally.thanks kak for being there.i realli need that.and thanks for ur advise.

raye's preparation on the other hand is doing good.bought curtains.im happy to see the new curtains.dunno why.at least sumting to cheer me up.bought my baju kurong.green AGAIN.haha.very simple indeed.wasnt planning to buy actually.gonna do a final cleanup later.dats it.thanks to all who give the kuehs.realli appreaciate it.

aniwae will go back to werk on tuesday.FULL SHIFT AGAIN.haha.takpe2.next month confirm kaye...LOL.and yes...i'll only get my pay next month.-.- pelan2 kayuh ah...hahaha...

holidays is here and im so damn happy bout it.exams are over.thank god.now is the time to get back to werk.i have to keep myself realli2 busy now.i need to.werk has been realli great.the crazy colleagues wif all the laughing and joking.though its been tiring,but i guess its worth it.

Syawal is coming and soon Ramadhan will leave us.its so fast aint it?down to the last 9 days.i jus cant wait.heehee~i wont be werking until the 3rd of hari raya.so i need to clear my visitings before i get back to werk i guess.

im sorry but i feel dat i can no longer take everiting in silence.wat happen is jus too much for me to keep it to myself.dat is why i asked.but instead of answering my question u replied wif another question.dat is wat making me realli angry.i ought to noe the truth and ur not gonna explain urself den dis isnt gonna go aniwhere.

i gt a job and 2morrow is my first day!im so happy...but on the other hand...my exams is jus next wk.7,8 & 9 sept...im soooooo stressed up.on the brighter side...i have my holidays waiting for me!which means exams isnt so bad after all...out of 3 modules,i've only completed costing revision...the other 2 modules dun ask.im gonna struggle like hell i tell u.

"Can i share something with u?"

"What is it?"

"Im attached now"

"Ouh..gd for u.. im happy for u.."

When i said i was happy for him, the truth was im not..It took him 2yrs to get over the previous rship before mebut it only took him less than 6 mths to get over me.. i didnt mean as much to him...

dat is an extract from a girl's blog who used to be wif nik.haha...i was laughing like hell wen i read dis a few days back.so ya...dat explains everiting to me.and im happy to find out the truth.realli...

dis Ramadhan has been great except the part where i gt sick.other den dat its been a good one.i havent decide on the colour for dis yr's baju.dun feel like buying actualli...see how lah.

i cant wait to break fast wif u:)

oh well my blog is getting dusty...hehe...havent been updating for such a loooooooooooooooooong time...i know...i jus dunno wat to blog about...been busy wif skool not to mention the exhaustion it brings...exams is jus 3 wks away and im like soooooo doomed!i jus cant seem to get aniting inside my brain...hmmm...guess i'll be doing last minute revision den...

its funny wen i realised how u have so many tings to say to ur friends.the story jus goes on and on.u'll never find urself having noting to say at all...its a different story wen ur wif ur special someone...silence seems to follow most of the time...u have so many tings to say and u want to share it wif them but den again u tot dat they'll not be interested wif ur story or they'll be too tired to listen.even talking on the phone seems to be a chore sumtimes.funny aint it?

wen everiting comes down to noting?

well ok i noe i havent been updating for so long...i realli dunno wat to blog about actualli...a lot of tings happen...erm mayb i shud say a few perhaps...so ya...im 19 alreadi...wud like to thank those who wished and celebrated my b'dae wif me....much appreciated.love u all:)nonetheless i do feel dissapointed but den again i shall not blog about it ya...

erm...kind of have a small gathering wif the sec skool frens...not all turn up though...last min changes and some ppl couldnt come for various reasons...so its down to me,haiqal,dary n farhan...it was still ok...eat and kind of catch up on things dat we've been missing...

hmmm...wat else.oh ya...tour wif annie koh is over.so we're now left wif the final report.phew!the tour was fun!despite waking up very early...i did my presentation on the peranakan museum wif shima...haha...and the guy who werk at the museum is so hot lah!after museum we had lunch at kim choo.the food was not bad...oh ya and annie koh treated us durian puffs...its nice.

left wif like 1 wk plus till skool reopens...i havent been studying at all...and im very worried cos CA is like 1 wk after skool reopens.ALL 3 MODULES sumore...hmmm...some changes happen but im not gonna reveal aniting jus yet...so ya...jus be patient ok...

Note to self before i turn 19

1. i shall be more selfish.i shall tink of myself more.

2. i shall not trust ppl easily.

3. i shall stop being naive.

4. i shall be more outspoken and friendly.

5. i shall learn how to speak up instead of keeping to myself.

6. i shall make lots n lots of frens regardless of gender and not getting into r'ship in the mean time.

7. find a new job as soon as possible.

A woman can fake an orgasm but a man can fake a whole relastionship...

how true...